In regards to my health, I'm getting around much better now, and Household 6 has instituted a low flavor diet for me...(lower sodium, less fats) which the cardiologist has recommended as a precautionary measure, because other than a strong family history, my diagnostic health checks were always average to good, not the kind of dangerously unhealthy that you would expect a heart attack at 37 years of age.
I have to temper my desire to push harder on my creative endeavors, after nearly dying. We're only given a limited time on earth, and I want that time to be spent well, by building awesome things. Awesome memories, awesome projects, awesome relationships. A large part of me wants to ditch my "normal" life, and focus purely on art, modeling, and creation, but that part is smacked into reality of medical bills, mortgages, appliance purchases, and health insurance. It's a kind of personal hell for me, because I was raised to be a responsible human, and I wouldn't ever want to do anything that would hurt my family, but at the same time, I have an uncontrollable desire to create, so I float between two worlds, lingering on the fence.
More new things will be coming, videos are obviously part of that, but when you are a one man show, when that one man goes down with an illness, injury, or an issue that must be attended to, things tend to drag out.
Time to get back to uninspired life... there is a fridge being delivered, so it's time to clean out the freezer.
Go Build Something Awesome!